Warm tears fall onto my pillowcase
And they were never meant to be
Why do I break down?
For such a jerk like you
So the rain pours on then sidewalk

You never held me tight enough
I never felt safe in you arms
It just so happens to be
That you were never there for me

You never felt the obligation
When I went down on you (or for the other version: stepped out for you)
Never recognized the responsibility
You never liked my pretty face
I must admit your a bit selfish

Never good enough for you
They say its sounds unhealthy as I retell
Make sure disorder doesn’t stand in my way
I always remember you voice
“Now Tanya, why do you need that?”
It haunts me in my dreams now
And the guilt will never go away, to this day

I wonder what’s wrong
Every time I look in the mirror
You never mentioned anything of beauty
You said she was cute
But you never understood what they meant when
They would say she was a pretty girl

How could I ever explain?
Those dark secrets of mine?
Just wish you respected it at least
But for now I’ll cut this verse short

Now I hear of what people say
What it’s like now
And it makes me sad to hear
Of what you think of now
I never thought you would feel that way
And my necklace grows heavier
I clench it tightly in my palm
And as you walk away the
Six indents are left in my small hand